Lucas: reflection on hiking Acatenango

Hiking up an active volcano

19th of February 

The three of us accomplished the famous two days Acatenango trek. Starting yesterday (supposedly) in the morning, we got delayed as on the way up to the starting point our bus blew off one of the radiator’s water pipe.. We stood on the side of the road for about 30 minutes waiting for another bus to come pick us up. That is a very local experience, the kind of stuff that often happens in Latinoamérica and well, no big deal.. It is a core memory ! Standing on the side of the road, bus stopped in the middle of a curve, and each and every one of us took the opportunity to go take a pee in the bush near the broken bus. This sort of even happening in a third world country brings up a sort of adventurous side for everyone. 

The first part of the trek was pretty smooth once finding our rythm. Charlie and I often leading the head of the group. Biggest “seebs” was to have to wait for the people at the back walking incredibly slowly as they played paparazzi the whole time.. 

After all, we made our way up to the base camp. Beautiful blue sky, way up above the sea of clouds, in front of us he suddenly appeared : Volcán de Fuego, blowing an eruption in a big smoky cloud. We now know who we’re dealing with, reminding us that we are visitors only on his land. 

A short break taken, we head towards Fuego. A 45 minutes walk down to reach the point where Acatenango and Fuego join, to then going up for about an hour. 

We reach as high as 250m away from the erupting crater, almost 4000m above sea level.. here the magic happens.. Fluo orange lava blown up in the dark sky with a growling sound.

An hour up there watching the magic happening before our eyes before we turn around to head back to the base camp. 

Fun walk back, although tiring. Charlie & I in front, finding the right path to lead the group. 

We did a pretty good job, except for that one time where we got got caught up with our chatting and ended up following two guys from another group. They were obviously lost.. We didn’t realize it at the time until they suddenly turned around and say “There is a cliff, that’s not the way”. Curious, we asked them where they were going and they answered “Oh, we’re lost. Our group is long long gone”.

Obviously that induced some laughing for us both. Now the way back the original track was to jump over a trench.. Pretty fun to get lost on an active volcano in Guatemala..! 

The group was fine though as they were a bit behind, they could just change their course to easily join the path again. 

The way back up on Acatenango was EXHAUSTING after so much walking, everyone had packed a lot of snacks and nuts and what not, whereas we had a snickers bar each and that was it.. 

Charlie and I animated the whole walk distracting the close by people attending our show. Rebekah was walking with us and laughed to our exhibition. 

One of the feature of the animated exhibition was to be sarcastically called “Mr Genius” by a teenager wearing Spiderman gloves. 

In the meantime, our journey being blessed by Fuego’s entrails surfacing to glow in the dark sky. Lava bursting connecting us to the deep roots of the underground.

Guatemala with a teenager

Two weeks in to a trip to Central America. Charlie (my fifteen year old son), Lucas, and I are in Guatemala. 

The purpose: 

  • to connect with Charlie, to really spend time with him and get to know him and the great guy he is. They say that after a certain age, you see your kids less and less, it really hits home whe you have a kid who is very into his friends and being independent now.
  • to reset and recalibrate and take time to appreciate life and all the important stuff.
  • to practice correct thinking – our thoughts are just thoughts unless we believe them.
  • Feeling the Mayan culture.
  • Have adventures
  • Humility and Gratitude 
  • Open heart and mind
  • Discover Women lead businesses (my interests)
  • Free ourselves from the constraints of ‘normal life’ and societal expectations 
  • Show and be examples for Charlie
  • Help others whenever the opportunity arises 
  • Have fun

The daily questions:

What are we doing?

Have you got the keys?

What’s the wifi?

Along with daily comments:

I want to go home

That’s a ‘seebs’ (no idea)

And Mum, Mum, Mum

‘Dry’

It is always interesting to travel with others. You really have to rely on each other, be patient, compromise, and be kind to yourself and the others in your group.

The moments! The views in Guatemala are spectacular, it’s a beautiful country and I love it. The volcanoes are magnificent, the people are kind and helpful.

We spent the first couple of nights in Antigua, resting after a long journey from New Zealand, we checked out the markets and looked around the Colonial town. We had our own tobacco and cacao ceremony on the rooftop of our hostel (aptly named Purpose Hostel), while watching the glowing lava from Mt Fuego which is constantly erupting.

We then headed to Lake Atitlan by bus, stopping in Pananchel and catching a small boat to San Pedro, where we had an Air bnb for 3 nights. San Pedro is a bustling lakeside town. We had some adventures there!

  • Saw a Mayan spiritual woman, who performed a tobacco ceremony.
  • Went to the most interesting secondhand bookshop, owned by an elderly Inuit woman who rescues dogs and cats. 

Lucas:

Traveling in Guatemala for almost two weeks already. Leaving Lake Atitlán to move back to Antigua with the firm intention of hiking volcanos Pacaya, Acatenango & Fuego. 

The Lake has welcomed us warmly offering a wonderful experience. The first few nights staying in San Pedro La Laguna. The boat ride was epic, the moment we embarqued onto the small boat to take us across the lake, two militaries were running checkups. Walking by these two guys rifles at hand and sitting right in front of them in the little boat, our heads at the same height as the rifles canon. It was a strange atmosphere as the guns were right there, at the same time the sun was getting lower in the sky shining its colourful rays. I remember that the three of us were smiley. Charlie & Rebekah being great accomplices laughing their way through the wait for the boat to depart. 

The boat ride felt like a moment up in the air. Water was choppy, making the boat bang on every second wave. I remember Charlie & I looking at each other with smiles printed on our faces. Two kids having a bliss during a roller coaster ride. 

From the deck to the Airbnb, the three of us packed in a tiny tuk tuk. 

Walked down the narrow streets looking for a place to have dinner, first street food experience for Charlie & I together. We saw that barbecue on the side of the road grilling all sorts of meats. He was super keen on the experience, the curiosity & eagerness for adventure sparkling in his eyes. 

From that moment I knew we were doing the right thing. The traveller state of mind already kicked in within.. 

A couple of days later, we went for a morning walk Rebekah and I searching for the local market. Because we got out late the market was gone, instead we found a little shop selling all sorts of items to perform ceremonies used in the Mayan Cosmology. Having experienced it before I got curious so we ventured into the shop. Having a chat with the shop owner, we explained the purpose of our travels here and mentioned our intention to connect with authentic Mayan wisdom holders through ceremonies. Straight away she recommended us two persons that could potentially help us, one of them being the daughter of a famous Mayan Healer here at the lake, el Tata Pedro Cruz. I had been to the yearly anniversary of his passing away in 2021.. On we went, on the journey of finding Nana Marina Cruz, which took us two days of rumbling around. 

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Appointment taken. We meet with Nana Marina the following day. 

The Ceremony was a deep personal reading into our lives through the Tabacco. The Wise Sacred Spirit of the plant speaks, guides, heals.. We were all moved. This is all we’d share about the deep personal ceremonial experience. 

11:11

I have posted a blog post called Travelling Together  on 11/11/25, and I thought I needed to write some further thoughts about this day, because it feels very meaningful today.

I attended a manifestation day on Sunday, facilitated by my Reiki teachers, Nic and Brooke. It was a powerful reminder about how guided we are. For example, we were asked to pick a small organza bag with an animal card and message in it. I often have an affinity towards owls, I believe they are spirit guides for me. I thought to myself, maybe I will choose an owl, and then thought that if I didn’t there would obviously be some other message that was meant for me and right at the time. Of course, out of the 25 face down cards to choose from, I chose an owl, and the message was pretty clear, that I need to take bold action on my dreams. It was a powerful reminder that I am guided and loved by the Universe. The goals that I have include building on the projects that align with my soul journey, such as this writing and sharing the journey, my Women’s Health Platform, GRRLFORGE, becoming digital nomads, working with our Horses, getting a dog, happy and healthy thriving children. The more I write, take steps and create, the more I see the path opening up in front of me. 

Traveling together

R: I have been told that you don’t know someone until you go travelling together. During October, Lucas and I went to Lombok and Bali in Indonesia. We really had a great time. I preferred Lombok, we had a great experience there. We did yoga, and breathwork, and a practice called Family Constellations, an elemental cacao ceremony, great food, and some beautiful time together. I started to make a list of sweet things that Lucas has done for me:

  1. He walks closest to the road to protect me.
  2. He says ‘I don’t look at other girls’.
  3. He spoke lovingly about me with others at the Family Constellation session (which was vulnerable for both of us).
  4. He remembers my morning routines with pinpoint accuracy.
  5. He knows what to expect with my monthly cycle.
  6. He asked some French girls for some sanitary pads for me because they are very difficult to find in Lombok and expensive!
  7. He feeds me chips.
  8. He makes sure I have enough coffee.
  9. He looks at me lovingly.
  10. He offered me his own underwear and handkerchief when I got my period haha.

Its fair to say that I very much enjoyed travelling with him.

L: Uluwatu, Bali: It’s been a couple of weeks (again) since the last writing activity. Now we are connecting with our story telling, for the first time we are sitting together to lay down some content. Maybe I should say that we are making an attempt to, as technology is being fancy and seemingly not letting us access to what we intend to. Creative energy and modern technology aren’t always a match, something to remember. In the meantime we try to do what can be done with the available resources. 

I am writing down these few lines meanwhile Rebekah is spreading cards on the bed for a draw and channel some guidance for the day. Important thing to note, she is running at the moment on one (Bali) coffee only.. She is doing so well handling the frustration. Maybe it is time to get re-caffeinated before any further manoeuvre.

Catching up

Today is the 6th of October, I have been in New Zealand 13 days. It has been two weeks since we started living together, permanently.

Throwback to my last few weeks in Australia prior moving in :

The last couple of weeks while still in Australia were challenging. They were filled with a lot of incertainty, emotional imbalance, therefore being easily irritated. 

Had my flights booked about three weeks in advance for the 23rd of September. At a time where I could witness Rebekah undergoing through the process of burning out : challenges coming with a new VERY busy role, agitated altercations at home with teenager, unsettled younger child and lack of sleep on top of that. Me ? On the other side of the phone, across the Tasman Sea, what could I do ? One and only solution came to mind, to drop everything and run home to her. I think that when I first suggested it to her it amplified the unsettlement and raised abruptly some worries that were still unconscious at that time. After a couple of days giving her time to think about it, suppressing the precipitated character on the matter she mentioned feeling relieved by my proposal of coming sooner. 

We came up with the plan that I could come around mid September. My manager needed me to cover some weekend work while he was away for family purposes. He has been good to me since we first worked together in a previous workplace and I couldn’t refuse or let him down on the matter.

Rebekah stood from a place of compassion and understanding on the situation, we agreed that I would then fly in on the 23rd of September. 

That leaves us with two weeks remaining apart from each other. Those felt the most unsettling for me. I was seeing Rebekah slowly recovering from the edging burn out but in the meantime keeping herself overly busy. 

From my point of view it felt like she intended to maintain a highly busy life for fear of connecting and embracing the soon to be living together. Looking at her daily life I wondered how and where I could fit in there.. She had everything organized, moving on track and I was gonna land in there shaking the balance she achieved ON HER OWN since I left in June. 

It gave me an opportunity to become aware of another aspect of my conditioning, putting my finger on heavy triggers. The heaviest one being the hard time I’ve had in my life to set boundaries for myself and to get others to respect these boundaries. Having experienced it since early stages of life and reckoning the mirror effect in Rebekah on some aspect of daily scenes contributed to this anxiety of being transparent. 

It felt like there was a struggle to communicate. It was hard to find time on both ends where we’d both be available. I remember being heavily triggered as I felt I had to put my life on “hold” to compromise to be able to talk while being present with each other. This at that time was a never-ending loop. The heavy trigger there was that it happened before in past relationships to have a perception that whatever I was doing was less important or less of a priority that the other person. Every time I was facing the same pattern occurring in a relationship, my different partners would come up with the same sort of justification and  excuses. That what they were doing was more important or more of a priority and they could compromise on it. So this is what the situation brought up for me, the topic would become a source of conflict. 

To add on top of everything the fact that we didn’t see each other for about two months. Missing Rebekah was a daily struggle, especially knowing that we would soon be together, it was like time could move fast enough.. 

During a conversation she said something innocently that would brighten up everything and bring me back to myself, to my Masculine. 

It was a couple of days before leaving Australia, we were talking about something that I don’t recall and she mentioned “Something in you is out of alignment”. This simple quote was in fact the whole answer to my unsettlement. I was living ahead of my time, worrying about “ifs” and tomorrow when I couldn’t be Here and Now. Yes, I completely forgot about Today, about living in the present moment. I did prioritize my head to think over my heart of feel. 

It changed the whole perception about the situation and it was divine timing, because then  it was time to feel my way to New Zealand.

 A new lifestyle, finding my marks in the house, within the family.

The Obstacle is the Path?

L: Here we go.. haven’t even started our collaborative writing that I am already getting told off., ‘Are you drinking caffeinated tea after 6pm??’

B: Well…. Sleep protocols are important

L: Date is set : 23rd of September. I am moving to New Zealand 

I started writing the first couple of lines of this blog waiting for Rebekah who’s having dinner. We decided to write this one together.

In the meantime I’m going through my phone while listening to my favorite French singer, a medley of his 50 most beautiful songs. 

Going through my pictures from a couple of years ago I came across the ones I took on the Pilgrimage to Santiago de Compostela. It is a real pleasure to revive these memories as specific events happened every day. 

Walking long distances (weeks long I mean), is a meditative life changing experience.. 

Reflecting on how much I would love to have a walking experience with Rebekah and write about it as a journaling exercise..

Bex:

I would love to do a long walk somewhere, maybe even just start somewhere with no destination in mind. 

This past weekend has been another internal journey of sorts. I attended a beginners Reiki course. Strong Universal guidance was coming through for me that the Universe Does Not Get It Wrong, and that The Obstacle is the Path. I have had a bout of laryngitis since last Thursday, and have not been able to talk easily. During the course I had three coughing fits at inopportune times, once during meditation, once during attunement, and once during our shared Reiki session. I feel as if my body is catching up with all the inner work that I have been doing and my Throat Chakra, my voice and identity is still being worked on. The Obstacle is the Path seems like a message that I need to figure out. Our dream is to write, run retreats, run online businesses, live on a farm in the woods near the beach, with my Children, a Dog and other animals. So is the Obstacle my current work? Is the Obstacle the location? Is the Obstacle finances? So many thoughts and learning.

L: This is a dream we share, we have a mutual vision towards our future and projects. I would add to the goals manifestation, a life punctuated by travels: exploration of ancient Sacred sites, meeting different cultures’ wisdom to feed on to integrate to our Inner discovery.  Soul journeys incorporated into Human incarnation to write about… Transcribing the content of these tales alongside my Soulmate might even be a life purpose? The manifestation of our projects is to start to work on this right now. It is an everyday process, everyday is a new step towards our goals. 

B: How do we get there? Stay tuned while we figure it out…

A challenging week

It has been a challenging week. My child has had some challenges. I’m putting it out to the universe that they will find their place. I’m here, and so are many who love him. I see he has an army of guides and angels behind him.

This has happened while I’ve been premenstrual and now menstrual, a low energy part of my cycle, so I’m extra tired. I’ve been grateful for the support around me, my parents, my friends, and my Love. It’s a challenge for me because I like to do things on my own, to make sure that I can do things on my own. However, the village is always there when I need it and I really appreciate it. So much.

There has been progress on the visa application, which is promising. And there have been times of light throughout the dark, and I am grateful.

Lucas 

We are now getting closer. The visa application we submitted in early August has been denied for the work side of it. After making a few modifications and providing some more documents to the Immigration, we have finally been granted a Visitor Visa, which will allow us to live together for a decent amount of time while we gather the missing pieces to fit into the partnership work visa. 

This is already a win for us, this journey is teaching us to receive, appreciate and be grateful for the small steps. 

I guess a part of what we are experiencing now is to work on the will to receive without having expectations and cultivate gratitude regardless. Without expectations, no frustration, right ? Easy to say, beautiful to read. For a human being incarnated in this life, what exercise to practice.. 

Wisdom teaching from the Universe is most certainly humbling. 

On a different note, we have booked our first trip together!

Mirrors and triggers

We have had a challenging conversation around an upcoming trip, and the rationale for me having made it shorter than what Lucas would like. This was difficult because I am really looking forward to this trip to Bali, it will be a good amount of time for us to spend together alone, the longest time I’ve had alone on a trip with a man for many years! I’m sure we’ll work through this, however I don’t want to have everything my way, I genuinely want to be able to work through things.

What I am discovering in myself is a softness that I have never had in a relationship before. I am not as determined to be so independent anymore. While I am still myself, I find myself wanting to make decisions together and asking for his opinion and advice.

Following the course of events that happened recently have been a bit of a marathon. Although through the entire process there has been an omnipresent guidance from Higher Energies. 

For starters, the conversation with Rebekah’s parents.

Communication is a Blessing. 

When Rebekah’s parents asked for a bit of time to consider the phone call, I have to admit that I felt unsettled. My mind started pulling different kinds of triggers. Rebekah is well aware of some of my conditioning, with her support and guidance I crawled out of the rabbit hole to find an equanimous state of mind. 

In the meantime my work conditions kept deteriorating, overcoming the legal worker rights, to the point where one can wonder about human values. I am talking here about one of the most famous Australian thoroughbred stud farm. 

Again, the Universe provides, full of wisdom.

I set an intention : Getting out of the thoroughbreds racing industry. 

Friday afternoon 8th of August, interview for a new job. I am told 24h for an answer. 

Universe sensed that I was ready for a change, a change’s about to come.. 

Saturday evening, one week after the original message, Rebekah’s parents reached out to carry on with the phone call. 

Sunday morning, beautiful sunny day. Not a single cloud in the sky. As I wake up, an intense feeling of being held. Change is happening today, I feel it. 

Phone rings around midday. The conversation with Rebekah’s Mom and Dad is paved with compassion. Heart opening is the Intention on both sides. Afterwards I realized how much strength and courage it takes on their side to show open wounds, express vulnerability and still, with Love to a young man that they barely know. Taking on this Healing Journey for the Love of their daughter.

Love transcends. 

Is it actually only recently, as I am writing these words that I am FULLY able to put myself in their shoes, vibrating with empathy and compassion. I remember asking Rebekah « why are they not putting themselves in my shoes ? »

I understand now. Let me tell that IT IS A BLESSING to take on the first step and putting yourself into someonelse’s shoes. 

I am filled with Gratitude. 

What a lesson in the act of writing with an open heart.. 

Gratitude to the Universe. 

LOVE & COMPASSION are emanating Higher wavelenghts frequency. 

Conversation held in loving intentions, closured with unconditional support and Love. 

(Could potentially mention some part of the conversation in Groundless)

GRATITUDE. 

It is now the early afternoon, wind in its sails, things are in motion. 

Phone rings a second time..

Green light for the new job, my position is accepted. Cherry on top of the cake, I’m given 3 days before starting in the new role.  

It’s now my turn to make phone calls to leave my current position. 

An strong intuition was to call a good friend of mine before calling my boss in case conversation would go south and I’d find myself homeless for a few days.. 

My friend was ready to host me if something would happen. What a Blessing. 

Conversation with my boss lasted about 1 minute and 20 seconds. His reaction was driven by anger and feeling of loosing control over one of his workers. He threatened that he would make a particular effort to give me an awful reference for further employment and that I had to leave the farm RIGHT AWAY. 

My reaction ? FREEDOM

The burden on this place, unethical manners and disrespectful people, gone. My shoulders felt lighter, my lungs could breathe without obstruction anymore. 

A large smile illuminated my face. 

Called Rebekah euphoric while packing my stuff. During the conversation she shared her relief for me to walk away from a toxic work situation and her full support. Our energies synched into enthousiasme, celebration and of course Gratitude. 

An hour later I was getting picked up by my friend who not only hosted me for three days, but opened his home’s doors physically and figuratively. Made me feel part of his family. 
Story about the three days stay at L. to be read in Groundless. More than a friendship, a devotion to family. « Cuídate Viejo, cuídate 

70,000 years

Seven months in this life; 70,000 years approximately all up. Life after life, learning after learning, finding each other time and time. Even still, it is possible to miss each other in this lifetime. We miss each other physically, because we are apart, and we also miss each other’s intentions at times. 

There has been a strong spiritual energy around in recent days, and a huge amount has happened. There have been many amazing events that have happened:

  • Lucas talked to my parents (amazing connection).
  • Lucas listed my car for sale and is helping me purchase another one, whilst in another country.
  • Lucas finished his job abruptly because he was offered a better one and suddenly had to move accommodation, this meant he had to stay with a dear friend for a few days.
  • I have had general life busyness; exercise, work, housework, maintaining friendships and relationships, friends having challenges and trying to support as best I can.
  • Son turning 15!
  • Navigating preteen and teenager emotions.
  • Navigating a new job and figuring out the priorities for the first few months.

Lucas :

Reading Rebekah’s writing reminds me of a vision I had a couple of weeks ago. We were talking about past lives together and memories of it. 

Following the course of events that happened recently have been a bit of a marathon. 

Through the entire process there has been an omnipresent guidance from Higher Energies. 

For starters, the conversation with Rebekah’s parents (mentioned in the previous publication). 

Communication is a Blessing. 

When Rebekah’s parents asked for a bit of time to consider the phone call I have to admit that i felt a bit unsettled, my mind started pulling different kind of triggers. 

Suddenly I recovered a glimpse of a conversation we had on another plane, a higher dimension before this current incarnation.

Communication didn’t take place with words but a higher form of energetically, Soul conversation.

-« I will come find you

-I will wait for you »

I am ready

Lucas 

This past week has been hectic.. Right now, I feel like sitting in silence for the next 10 upcoming days. 

We finalized the application for the partnership visa. Few documents and medical checkups were missing, we now complied with everything so far and the application is getting processed by the Immigration services.

The following event was to reach out to Rebekah’s father. 

Her parents are struggling to accept me. Why ? Because of my age. The pace of our relationship raises concerns and worries. Love happening too fast.. Is it a thing ?

Seeing Rebekah torn between judgments and resentment from her parents I asked her what could I do in this situation.

She said :  « what just sprung up is a bit weird, but  you could talk to my dad »

(See messages shared in Groundless)

I already wanted to a few weeks ago, when still in New Zealand, to get a chance to open myself to them and pour my heart out. 

I can put myself in their shoes and understand quite a lot. The only thing I’m asking for is a chance to be myself, to have time and space to show myself loud and clear before getting judged or facing resentment.. 

Who knows.. In their hearts, deep down themselves they might have already welcomed me. 

Time will tell. 

I Surrender. 

The conversation with Rebekah’s father is leading towards a phone call. At the moment it’s logistically complicated to organize a conversation face to face as I remain in Australia. 

The last main event (but not least), is my work situation. The place I’m working for at the moment has changed a lot and seemingly lost some human values. I don’t recognize it anymore.

I feel some strong guidance here. Entering a shifting process that is opening the path towards my goals. I feel this period of change as a message from the Universe. It is time for an internal change and here are the prémisses. 

Connect with my aim, surrender to my Intention. 

I feel in the right place at the right time even though it’s a challenging position. 

Shift operates for me to get rid of something to allow something better, greater, more aligned to come into my life. 

My intention is to get out of the thoroughbred industry to focus on equine therapy. Healing with Horses. 

Time to adapt. To find myself and feel myself. 

The last time I experienced a similar shifting situation was a few days before I met Rebekah.. It led me to meet the Love of my Life. 

It’s happening, we are growing, evolving, and it is happening fast. 

 I AM READY. 

Bex

Wow… that’s a hard act to follow. So much internal navigation and reflection. I Love than man.  I reflect on my journey, and conditioning. My mind has been worried about our Love not being accepted by people, my family in particular. It’s hard to describe how brave I think Lucas is for taking a step towards my parents.   I feel that devotion and commitment deeply. I think that some of my fears about our relationship are being mirrored by my Mum and Dad, they have a deep love for me. Gabby Bernstein in her book Super Attractor emphasises that the energy we carry—especially fear—attracts matching experiences. If we have a fear of abandonment, failure, or unworthiness, we may unconsciously attract situations that reinforce those feelings, even in loving relationships. This is a big piece of inner work for me. 

I have started a new job, and I have been reflecting on what should be my priorities for the first three months. And in addition to that, ensure that Lucas and I are working towards achieving what we must achieve in this life together. I figure that we surrender together and keep doing our inner work.

A question I have asked myself today, reflecting on the teachings of Dr Wayne Dyer, is how can I best serve the Universe?

Part of serving the Universe is being relentlessly true to myself, and my Knowing. I don’t know what the future holds. I know that not everyone will “get it”, and that’s ok. That really is ok. I surrender.

I know I am drawn to supporting women, and have always found opportunities to do this. I know I want to celebrate women, and provide insights and tools for long term health through the woman lifecycle. I know I want to create a sanctuary and space for people to safely retreat, and heal.

This is not a very funny blog entry, and we are not teasing each other about creatine or procrastinating, or losing each other at the airport, we are not working through any deep personal emotions, yet we are working through how we fit in the world as individuals and as a unit.

I AM READY TOO